heh . I know you might've known i moved to L-Lawliet-Is-Love, but I moved after that . Go watch if you want .

I cleaned out my gallery but left some stuff in it . . . man, I can't believe how I've changed my style ! My liteature was much better but i always submitted the crappy stuff . but hey .

So i Saved one deviation but man . . . the memories are now gone . It was fun being a noob ! 8D .

thanks .

heh . I know you might've known i moved to L-Lawliet-Is-Love, but I moved after that . Go watch if you want .

I cleaned out my gallery but left some stuff in it . . . man, I can't believe how I've changed my style ! My liteature was much better but i always submitted the crappy stuff . but hey .

So i Saved one deviation but man . . . the memories are now gone . It was fun being a noob ! 8D .

thanks .

Yesterday was my B-day <3. My worst one too! Well, I got a new iPod, and it was btichin'...so, I fixed it today. Parents are so fuckin' annoying though...jeez. I got horrors when I got home. I'm partyin' next week so w00t!!

I may not be on as often next week, considering my dad will be doing some work...so, I dunno...We'll see. I'll be here Saturday and Sunday I think...I've been working on ym iPod as well, so I'll be on late. Well, yeah, my B-day was yesterday. Can I request for free? : DDDD


My shiny iPod plays videos so clear <3. Also, I have lotsa piccys gonna be uploaded cuz I got Vol.13 of DN, and I got pics of the Four Panel Comics <3. I am also gonna get the Novel, Death Note: Another Note, The LA BB Murder Case!!! YAAAAYYYYNESSSS LOVE MEHHHHH!!! So, I'll edit later.
(P.S. My mood ain't workin...I feel Love right now...)

Okay...seriously...I understand that changes happen, but what. the. Hell?!?!. I don't like deviantART's new look. It is very confusing! When I check my messages, my comments, I won't remember where they came from or anything! I personally do NOT like v6.


My brother is on vacation, so he won't be back for a week and three days. So, when my mom's not at home, I'll most likely be on the computer. No visits. no nothing. I may most likely get a laptop too! But, that'll be in...months. Most likely next year, Please God. That is a goood thing! I won't go on vacation this year, so bluh! Summer's almost over, before you know it! So, I gotta make the best of it!

I'll update later, folks!


UPDATE 7/12/08


I'm super duper pissed off. I was planning on being on today, but my dad won't be home for 5 1/2 hrs. and he doesn't want me home by myself -o-. Talk about protective. I don't wanna go anywhere todaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. Gaaaaaaaaaaaah, why can't he say nooooo? That's why I need a laptop! Shit...

I'm still in my pajamas. It's super hottttt...whaaaaaah. Checking your messages is stupid, cuz my computer freezes for 2 minutes. If my dad comes out, he'll be wanting to see wtf this is. Gaaaah bring back v5!! *goes on a riot* If ya'll wanna speak to me, I'll be in #RPDream. Later peeps.

Mood: Pissed and ashamed and angry at the world.

I really think I'm stressed...I hate myself a LOT! I mean, I love my parents, but I feel like...just wanting to make them feel how I feel! I feel no one is really my friend, like I have no one. I don't want to talk to my parents.

I was in RPDream, and someone said something, and I used the expression at them. So, they asked me something, I answered them, and asked "why?" and I got freakin' kicked! WHAT. THE. HELL?!?!?! People always mentin I'm annoying, but I don't see what I do. I try to be as cheerful as I can, but all it does is irritate people! So, if I act angsty, it still won't work! What the hell do I do? Stay trapped forever?

I want help, but I don't want it. I mean, expressing it is one thing, but it doesn't completly help me...I hate everything......like, I love my friends and all, but I feel like they don't like me or something...I haven't been communicating as much as before...I feel isolated...Grr...this sucks a lot....................

I feel jealous too. All my friends can draw, and I can't! I feel left out! One of my "friends" on Gaia said all I have is "crap" and I should get off, and critzied the way I am. I had a story on a website, I remembered it, but was too busy and eventually forgot it, and then started scolding me like she was my mother and crap!!! Who are you to talk! I work my butt off everyday! I don't NEED dA, but it's grown on me! I'll freakin' leave if everyone wants me too! I don't give a damn...

I'm gonna stop typing now because I'm crying now...I want to change my mood, but it's not working...so it's stuck in Neutral...........